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Thursday, August 13, 2009

	我的網誌再次搬回自己的伺服器，並用回 garysum.com 這個域名了。畢竟，人生有很多個階段，忘記背後才能努力面前。所以呢，這個 xanga 會暫停更新了。有緣再會吧，xanga。 "Hi garysum! It's been 1446 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga.." Loss in ___ = Gain in ____
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Friday, August 07, 2009

最近病菌不斷在身邊傳播,
最終身體始終抵受不住,病到了。
記得上一次生病,已經差不多是半年前的事了。
Housemate們都叫我多休息一點,
我照著他們的說話做,才發覺自己根本不能睡得太多,
身體很是疲倦和軟弱,卻有十足的精神。
所以,我打開了我的 external hard disk, 翻看往日的照片。
看畢,百般滋味在心頭。
時間其實只在扮演淡化的角色,畢竟往事是不能抹去的。
近千張照片,看罷,
我發現我有多麼的想念您。

還有,最近我總是覺得很悶,
就好像漫無目的地在世上生存。
很迷茫很想時間永遠停留在這一刻。
如果說,我只餘下一年的時間, 我會開始積極一點吧。
可是,在我才剛開始變得積極的時候,我病倒了。
isn't it ironic?
so ironic is my whole life

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Wednesday, August 05, 2009

back tracking over these years,
I tried to figure out what I did that make it so bad.
feeling damn shit at this moment.
I wanna blame, criticize and denounce myself for acting like such a piece of shit on earth.

few scenarios made me feel emotional today.
one scenario let me know im not brave enough
one scenario let me feel how ridiculous myself is, through comparison
one scenario let me know how aimless im
and the last scenario let me know how "pk" im

last thing to mention: i really want to quit from bad habitsssss
but before that i really need some motivation n inducement.
i hv long been lacking motivation, and consequently determination

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

今日終於的起心肝去左剪頭髮,
這一次,本希望給自己的一個新嘗試,
我決定左成個頭染,唔再玩highlight,
同埋要求師傅作一點根本上改變。
結果,最後剪完個頭,發覺即使付出左幾多的努力
自己好似冇乜點變到,就好像其他方面一樣,
還真諷刺呢。

其實,我今天想了很多,也看到了很多;
整日在想自己以後的路該怎麼走,其實心裡開始害怕,
內心亦有很多的沖突,自己都迷惑了。
也看到了很多事情,看得很不是味兒,
不禁問問自己,點解人地做到既事,
我反而做不到呢。

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

	我輸了。其實一早知道這個情況不能長久持續下去, 總有一天,該走的始終要走。還留下的,就是真正屬於自己的東西。也許,也是時候句一段落。心情,就讓自己暫時低迷一下好了。其實並沒什麼, 只是我不喜歡被奪去的感覺。而且不只一次。
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